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The Footsteps of Isolation
Posted on Aug 2nd, 2008
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Pulled from an old online diary of mine.
2004-02-07 - 1:12 p.m.
The footsteps of Isolation® - Kimmy
Six months had passed since I left. Still, so sign of acceptable
social acheivement. Refusing to answer the phone, doorbell, emails.
Intimidated to go out, not wanting to deal with any crowd, noise, and
looks.
Hoping my wish of being a wallflower blending with the crowd,
would finally run its course.
Sometimes I think the leave of absence caused more damage than good.
I attempted to get a regular job. Monday through Friday. And although unknown in this realm, I still am noticed, not being able to escape the limelight.
Have you ever wished you could just blend in? Have you watched people that will go unnoticed? What talent do they have to live life, and never be in the center of chaos?
Is there any hope to stray away from the path of isolation, I don’t know. This walk I take is the only way now. Other avenues will only make immediate matters worse.
The only escape is a fantasy world. Like in Tolkien’s world of Middle Earth. There we all have a level of respect, but one is no greater han another. All is and shall be created equal.
-Kimmy
August 2, 2008 Posted by abutterflyloves
2004-02-07 - 1:12 p.m.
The footsteps of Isolation® - Kimmy
Six months had passed since I left. Still, so sign of acceptable
social acheivement. Refusing to answer the phone, doorbell, emails.
Intimidated to go out, not wanting to deal with any crowd, noise, and
looks.
Hoping my wish of being a wallflower blending with the crowd,
would finally run its course.
Sometimes I think the leave of absence caused more damage than good.
I attempted to get a regular job. Monday through Friday. And although unknown in this realm, I still am noticed, not being able to escape the limelight.
Have you ever wished you could just blend in? Have you watched people that will go unnoticed? What talent do they have to live life, and never be in the center of chaos?
Is there any hope to stray away from the path of isolation, I don’t know. This walk I take is the only way now. Other avenues will only make immediate matters worse.
The only escape is a fantasy world. Like in Tolkien’s world of Middle Earth. There we all have a level of respect, but one is no greater han another. All is and shall be created equal.
-Kimmy
The Eagle, the Lion, and the Dove http://www.kimmysharinglight.com/ a division of abutterflyloves company©
August 2, 2008 Posted by abutterflyloves
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kimmy sometimes we fail to see the light of hope
but is there dammet you have all it takes to make
or re invent your life i did the farder it seems the closer
it becomes.issolation is just a cover up to realize our challenges
but solo re think your ways re structure our path think how much
acomplishment it took to even write the foot prints of isolation
your not alone you just think you are.we are here.we rest for a minute
get up and go turn your lights on so we can see you.